If i could take this year back i would. it may not have changed your outcome, but i would have more time. you always talked about time. now thats something i do not have. my time is dark and lonely. i wish i had you by my side. i don't know how I'm walking, so much grief, so much sadness. Aunt liz died. that hurt my soul, and i know the family may never recover. i wish i had you here with me. everyday is a challenge. I love you, and will always keep your spirit near my heart