i ordered polo shirts today for family and friends. you got me doing this after all i see. Im getting more business cards too. i don't know where you put them. most of your things are untouched still. so i guess i will find them soon all comes with time i guess. Here I am laying here on a Friday night thinking of you as i always do. Your presence is missed. Shugar looks a mess and somehow i can't seem to buy enough toilet paper. You were right when you said i took things for granted. i would give anything to hear you say that right now. Im so lonely without you I would give up anything,and everything to have you back, this house, this job anything for you to be back in my arms. I miss you so. please watch over me and give me peace and strength to survive.