we are approaching two months to your transformation. A man becomes a man when he leaves his family with hope, faith and love. you did that everyday for us.. Shakira, boy is she bossy. i miss you special way with her. two months of an empty bed, two months of dirt settling upon your resting place and two months since i looked into those big brown eyes. the eyes always made it right. your eyes reflected honor, forgiveness, humbleness and strength. I hope you are watching us and loving us for keeping the sanity of the marriage, this parenthood, we love you so much. we release your spirit. your body could no longer be with us, but its your humor, your constant reminders, your controlling food shopping obsession that we miss, you have push me to pus inside me and pull out of the strength that you already knew I had, it took your departure for me to rely on those strengths to keep our family together. and yes you would be proud of your daughters they are made in our image love Deneen