there's not a night that goes by that i don't think about you, if its not missing your breaths at night, its your control of the first floor. i have to clean out the van, I'm going to start to drive it on the weekends. i finally got the dmv paperwork straight. i took Shakira to a therapist this week. i hope she can get her feelings out. she misses you so much. we all do. its so quiet. i miss your bothering me to do different things. i miss going to walmart to you and you buying what we didn't need. and hey you, you embelezzed $200 out or the budget for 6 months. what did you do with the money buy more food. when me and kira found out we just laughed. she said Thats Daddy. well daddy l love and miss you dearly. i hope you have found you eternal peace, on this earth there was too much pain for you. you weren't you. but now you can be you with many more blessings from above. til we speak again. love you more